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Mr. Cox, I am an american married male, 52 years old, who has been practicing meditation for the past 25 years. In 1972, when I was 20 years old, I had a spiritual plateau experience. My wife is 40 years old and we both enjoy sharing our most intimate sexual desires with each other. A few years back we had an intimate relationship with another man who was 6 years my wife's junior. He visited us nearly every other Sunday evening for over a year.  It started out being mainly about sex and ended up being much more about exploring the kind of intimacy that requires extraordinary openness and honesty. Like you I realize that the key to experiencing profound awareness, sexual or otherwise, depends almost solely on one's ability to disappear; to forget that "I" exists, to stop thinking, to leave the ego behind since the ego requires thought to exist. The ego is a wonderful tool but a horrible master. When Ram Dass was giving a seminar someone asked him if meditation had transformed him. His surprising reply was something like, "Not at all. Meditation has merely allowed me to become a connoisseur of my own neurosis." I believe that we are only capable of loving and hating others to the degree that we are capable of loving and hating ourself. As you have stated, we can only accept and hug others to the degree that we can accept and hug ourself. Therefore, I am both fascinated by your web site and a little jealous. Thanks for reminding me that I'm not alone. Also, please let me know if you ever consider opening an overseas office Anon

I had intended not to let Sarah appear that night, but feeling his cock had made my cock stand. I'll frig myself;" I said. But I hated spending in that fashion. After trying to restrain myself till I could do so no longer, I called Sarah. She was dressed. Throwing her on the side of the bed, up went her clothes, and I put up her, he looking on. Up came his prick again at the sight. He asked to have her, but I wouldn't let him, and handled his tool whilst I fucked her. I carried out my intentions, frigged him four times, and had no end of amusement with him. I had a taste that night for rolling over him as if he were a woman, when his cock was stiff, and making mine stiff, and laying the two pricks together. I tried all sorts of ways of making his stand. Sometimes by pulling the skin up and down, sometimes by shaking the top-now by giving it a rude pinch. I now by squeezing his balls. I tried every way which I could recollect women had used on me, or I had heard or thought of. There was now no difficulty about it, for his cock kept standing after very small handling; and be had still sperm, tbo getting at each discharge less in quantity and thinner. At his fourth discharge all was over, but there were still things which I wished to do with him. One was to put his prick in my mouth. Again I rubbed my lips on its smooth white stem, and kissed it, and all but put it in. But I never will do that again, thought i to myself. The amusement however seemed incomplete without Sarah. Again I fucked her, and then let him do it to her. That was a very long job and finished the evening, and him. Afterwards, each meeting I thought would be the last, yet I had him again. Sarah participated in the amusements regularly. The evening did not seem complete without the two. I was infatuated. Of course four discharges a night could not be kept up, but I did not see him every night. But as much spunk as could be got out of him I got, pumping him pretty dry with my fist, and myself as wen, but into Sarah's cunt. I now tell only some of my amusements, and as near as may be in the succession in which they took place. They could not all be done on one evening. From My Secret Life, Walter

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